一条长满荆棘的路

天冷 狠狠地吹

我的脸上沾满了灰尘

我想飞 忘掉我是谁

五光十色 穿梭在都市里

多少回 无法入睡

我的天空分不清  是白是灰

我很累 别问我是谁

闭上眼睛 消失在生活里

照片里 颜色渐褪

我的未来看不清 是乐是悲

我很累

真的累

到底要我怎样做才对

不如放下心中的疲累

想通一切不愿去理会

站在抉择的边缘

害怕再去面对这些考验

不如让我默默祈祷吧

闭上眼睛就没有绝对

最好分开不亏欠

最好分开之后谁都不要埋怨

最好你能说你谅解体会

最好的解释用最好的谎言来面对

最好能够让我脱离了伤悲

最好都完美无缺

最好故事都完美无缺

                                            ————文、朵小朵

                                                     【我迷失了自我，心痛】

I was a little child, melancholy, dislike the fool.

I always like to infect the sad friend, I'm really sorry.

I have been a pessimist, let everybody very helpless, I'm sorry.

I'm a sick child, abnormal.

Happiness is never my normal.

I suddenly in a noisy,

 I suddenly very quiet squat in the corner,

 I suddenly weep emotion.

Sometimes, I really want to know what others say,

I like lovely word like a child is not up, or the noodles have no facial expression, all disgusted.

 Maybe that is, Perhaps, are not.

I again in shake their own beliefs and I want to go back to the past, and I want to stay there.

 Perhaps was like to escape from the character, some things can not face, don't face.

 Facing the damage, I always will instinctively around in the past.

 In my view, if you lose is unavoidable, so I chose not to touch.

Give yourself too many chances to go back, will only make his injury.

Since has decided to go, what, I chose the path, I won't regret.

Sunshine and dark, all the people would prefer the former.

However, I always belong to the latter.

 It was doomed to lose, I will get more than.

Actually, has been used, isn't it?

Accustomed to those who came into my world, one to leave.

 I deserve it is others hate and ignore, please believe that I am a very strong person, how will be overthrown.

 So, no, nothing really.

At the very least, has given, but I had.

                                                   【我丢失了那些爱，我恐惧】

I don't like my home, I fear in the home, I hate my house.

I thought I would make me wiser gradually became accustomed to the home, but I was wrong.

My grandma and grandpa is my dear, I hate to others.

Sorry, although other people all say you love me, but I still can't accept the home environment.

I really stand enough, I no longer is the sensible child.

Perhaps you have not understand me, I did not know what I think.

I will be home warm, instead of staying at home this fear, do you understand.

I know is that children will not be, but you can't change the way?

I graduated from this house will come back again, I don't want to, I was really afraid of staying in this house.

I think I most trusted family not bad, but I think I'm really wrong.

I was expelled from school, in addition to my grandmother all people are changed.

I hate you, I hate you, you know how much I have.

Do you understand me? Although you promised me a lot of things, I am very happy, but now has changed.

You know what I think? I can say with you the truth? Should not, because I fear.

You know my mental disorder?

The friends all say me nervous, but they never know my heart?

I notice the affection can let me so no warmth, I can trust.

I now this abnormal psychology, how can you say is not caused by the home.

How many times I want to commit suicide, know that because of the house? I hate this house.

Many, many times I have not your own illusions, know this is depressed.

Each house, I will change into a face, because this house, I was really scared.

I'm sorry, but I really want to leave you, last year, regardless of the outcome,

I have to leave you, I hate all people, my home enough.

Sorry, I'm tired, I didn't cry because of this house, I don't want to good children,.

I don't want to think about your feelings.

I'll repay you, even if I leave you.

                        【那些有你们陪我度过的日子，我很感谢】

Leave home, I feel, because I have you these friends abroad.

Because of you, I feel faint these friends live there.

Although we are sad, but we are still good together.

Thank you, my friends.

Although I rarely speak my happiness, but I wish you happiness.

If one day, I will repay you.

In the sadness of youth, there you I really satisfied.

I love you, my friend.

                           【那些在青春里伤害过的人，对不起】

Those boys have intercourse with me, sorry.

I didn't mean to hurt you, because I don't really believe that boy.

I'm really sorry, I don't really want to play your feelings.

Sorry, I don't know why you are such a person, I'm sorry, please forgive.

I haven't really like a man, I'm sorry.

Love is a lonely, I might panic and has been in use you.

Please forgive me.

Liang, sorry, I have no hurt, numb, please also release.

Let bygones be bygones. Why can't you well.

For you, I really tired, please don't say past, please.

Love each other, why? Please find your happiness good yao.

Also, I can only say to you: sorry, I really can only say sorry.

Although you very good to me, but I really don't want to those.

Please forget me, your new happiness, sorry, I let you hurt.